Saturday, December 31, 2011

Update

Hellooo! Just a few things I wanted to highlight since my last post:

-The day after my orientation, I worked for 12 hours, same thing for the next day.
-XXI opened on Tuesday 12/20 at around 3:30pm.
-Goh came back for Christmas on Thursday 12/22, the day I called in sick. He left on Tuesday 12/27.
-Got my first paycheck yesterday!
-Found out my GPA for Fall semester, didn't do too well. One B and two B-, making a 2.8.
-New Years Eve today. Not gonna make any New Years Resolutions.

Happy New Years Eve!

Wendy x

Thursday, December 15, 2011

FOREVER 21 SAY WHAT?!

I had my interview at Forever 21 today and was hired on the spot!! WOOHOOOOO!

I wore my teal top from Macy's, black blazer from YesStyle, dark wash jeans from American Eagle, and black heels from Forever 21. I brought my Liz Claiborne bag with me.

My interview was this morning at 10am. My dad drove me. The interview was so quick!! I walked in with my mom, looked around for a bit, then I went up to the cashier and asked where I was supposed to go for my interview. I waited for a little bit for the interviewer, then she just asked me a few questions and said "Congratulations!". I was confused for a while about what she meant by that because for some reason, I didn't know if I got the job or not. But obviously, it meant I got the job, or else why would she say that if I didn't get it? o.O I went to DMV afterwards to change my name and address on my driver's license. It was really quick for once! Then I had to go back to Forever 21 at 4pm for the orientation. I was so surprised to see Jessica there! The orientation was about an hour and a half. I got really mad afterwards tho cus I had to wait for my parents for like 10 mins cus they were stuck in traffic :( and then I got a call from the girl that works there saying that she needed my photocopies cus I took them with me, thinking that I got to keep it. So I had to go back and give it back to her. Dad got hella mad and whatnot. I called my mom telling her that I gave them the paper and I'm going down the escalator right now so I'll be there soon. Apparently she thought I wasn't ready yet and I was waiting at the same spot for another 10 mins. I called her again to ask her where she was and she said that they were parked and was gonna come now. REALLY?! I got soo mad!

During orientation, I got a call from Macy's but I couldn't pick it up. After dinner, I called them back and the lady said that they were not hiring anymore :/ Sigh.. I was supposed to have an interview for the 19th too. ahhhhhs wellsss!

I needa go shower and sleep early tonight! I haven't been able to sleep in lately >__<

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Happy News

I was gonna title this "Exciting News" but I'll save that for when I actually get the job.

I got a call from Forever 21 yday morning at around 10:45am but I missed it by like almost 10 mins. I called them back and the lady wanted me to go in the same day for an interview! I told her that I couldn't make it cus I need to go to back SJ at 12pm. She wanted me to go asap tho cus she asked if I could go today. I said that I would be free on Thursday, so my interview is gonna be on Thursday, Dec 15th at 10am!! I hope I get the job!! But what if I get the one at Macy's too? What to do, what to do...

Anyways! I finished my second final, which is Child Development, about half an hour ago. I hope I did okay on it!! I guessed on a few, and there were some that I was certain of. I need a B in that class!!

Later at 12pm, I have another final for Asian American Studies. I was so scared that I wouldn't have time to study in between because if I went according to schedule, I only have 15 mins in between to get to the other class!! Luckily, I didn't need the whole 2 hours and 15 mins :) Wish me luck!!

Wendy xx

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Boredom

I'm at E Plus right now and I'm hella freaken bored!!! I hate this. I coulda been out with Annie and them -__-

UGHH!!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

OMGOMGOMG!

So I applied for a job yday at Macy's online(the one for Stonestown and Downtown) for Holiday Retail Sales because I really want/need a job during my one month winter break. Then this morning, I checked my email on my iTouch, something I always do when I'm at home, and I found an email saying that the Stonestown Macy's wanted an interview!!!!!! OMG I WAS SOOOOO HAPPY!! I scheduled an appointment for Monday, Dec 19th at 11:30am! EEEEEEEK I HOPE I GET IT!! EVEN THO IT'S JUST HOLIDAY RETAIL! I wouldn't mind working only for a month.. LOL!

Then today I went with Jacy at Downtown to go job hunting. She made me apply for abercrombie. I did it on a computer that was in the store. I was also gonna apply for Bath and Body Works but I changed my mind. I went to Cotton On and they said the application was online. I was filling out the application for Bath and Body Works in front of Bebe and then coincidentally an employee from Express was interviewing someone! Jacy and I were like O__O LOL! Afterwards, we went to Forever 21 and I filled out a job application and turned it in along with my resume. I printed out 5 resumes but only used 1 -.-

I'm planning on going to Stonestown 2m to go job hunting some more. Wish me luck!!

Wendy xx

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Whoo!

I'm posting from the Blogger app right now! They FINALLY made one! I was so jealous of the ppl that had a tumblr app haha.

But, whoo for getting to go home 2m after staying like what, 2 weeks at SJ?!

Friday, December 2, 2011

First Time

It's my first time this whole semester that I'm staying at SJ for the weekend. Last night was pretty chill. Watched Mulan and The Little Mermaid with Stella and her suitemates. Was gonna sleepover at their place but I thought nahh. So Stella and Aysha walked me back and it was HELLLLLLLA WINDY! I didn't shower, just brushed my teeth, washed my face, and went to bed.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Stressed

I have been soo freaken stressed for the past few days. My mom is always telling me to yell at him and popo is too. He didn't come back for Thanksgiving like he planned. He told mom that he would come back if my parents accepted him for who he is. Mom called him yday and she broke down. Then popo talked to him and even she was tearing up. Why can't he just freaken come back and talk to them directly? It would make everyone's lives better. I have finals coming up soon and having this pop up just like that makes me more stressed than I have ever been. Mom and popo wants me to yell at him as well. What does that do? I'll just be wasting my time. If he wouldn't listen to the adults, what makes them think that he'll listen to me? Mom keeps on comparing this to Sherry and Michael, saying how Sherry was yelling at him and it helped. Uh, no. I'm pretty sure he came back cus he had no more money. This is different, and they need to understand that.

It's weird cus I thought that I would accept him too. But having my parents being like this, I really want him to come back. It wouldn't matter if he marries or not. I just want everything to go back to normal.

My Christmas wish has never been so simple. Well, what is it you ask? I wish my family will get together like how we were before. I was so jealous of everyone on Facebook and Twitter saying how much fun they are having with their family for Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is supposed to be a holiday where the family will be together. How was my Thanksgiving? It was a lot different from how it was before. The whole family used to go to Ema's house and they would make the turkey. This year, it was just the three from my family, grandparents, Ling Ejai, and Cou Fu Jai.

This post is making me freaken tear up ;(

Now that I think about this, my wish probably is something more complicated. I want my family to be like how we were before, and have everyone be happy. Is it really that hard? If you are out there Santa Claus, or if you are the Happy Fairy who grants people's wishes, please make this come true.

From the bottom of my heart,
Wendy xx

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

The Truth

So he finally told us the truth, and now, I wonder what is gonna happen to my family. I feel like having a breakdown right now.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful

You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

LURVEEEEEEEEEEE THIS SONG!!

Sunday, October 9, 2011

YAY!

I FINISHED MY LLD2 ESSAY THAT'S DUE ON THE 17TH!! WHO'S AHEAD OF THE GAME NAOWWWWWWWWW BIEEEEEETCH?! HEH HEH HEH

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

FIRST DAY OF COLLEGE!

I went to bed at 10 last night! WAIT I DIDN'T BLOG ABOUT THE EVENING YDAY! So I was in the dorm alone for like 2 hours yday and so it was around 6:20 pm and I called her to see if she wanted to go out to eat yet. She came back to the dorm and we ate with Dominic, who knows like basically EVERY sport. He's pretty cute haha he's white. We went inside the Dining Commons and we saw Stefan, Kevin, and an Indian guy. I thought Kevin was cute the first time I saw him.. haha. He lives in the same building but different floor. I think I saw him today when I was walking back to the dorm after AAS.. haha. But anyways! After we ate we came back to the dorm for a lil while then Yukari and I went to the Event Center and they had a man on those long sticks making balloon animals, and cartoon drawer - WHICH I WAS IN LINE FOR BUT THEY DECIDED TO FREAKEN END THE LINE! -_____- GOT SO MAD!! They also had a person that did henna tattoos haha. I got back and showered and and stayed on the phone with Kristina 'til 10 pm? And I tried going to sleep and ended up staying up 'til 11 something -.- I woke up at 5:26 am and went back to sleep for an hour cus Alicia was up and I couldn't go back to sleep :( So I officially got up at 7:06 am and lagged until 7:40 am to go eat breakfast. I ate Fruit Loops and drank some milk that I brought from home. Then I left the dorm at 8:07 am and walked slowly to LLD while talking on the phone with Kristina. The teacher seemed pretty nice and I met a girl named Megan. We're both majoring in business! We went to the Career Center then ate! I came back to the dorm after coming back from the Financial Aid Office cus Megan didn't wanna wait in line LOL! So I read my email and went to MQH and the lady gave me the professor's email for Math 71. So I rushed back to email him and I left for class again at 1:10 pm. Got a Fall Welcome Days booklet and another free lanyard! WOOHOOOOO! I almost missed the class door and Destiny was behind me and we sat together. HAHAH I love how I'm saying it like I knew her from before. She's a sophomore and she's really nice! When I walked into the class, I was like "dayummm hella older ppl here!". But it's cooooo haha. The professor emailed me back saying that there's at least one more spot so I should come by 2m and I've been emailing my EOP Advisor back and forth about Math and Econ.. I feel like I'm bothering her :( So now I'm waiting until 6 something to call Yukari to go eat cus she's in Joe West right now doing hw!

CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK HOME 2M!!!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

HOTNESS

IT'S SO HOT TODAY!! 91 DEGREES RIGHT NOW!

Yukari knows the guy that I think looks pretty cute in our building hahaha HAYEEEEEE!

Monday, August 22, 2011

Day One at SJSU: Complete

This morning I ate with Yukari and she's pretty cool! She seems like a very outgoing person. Basically spent the whole day with her haha. We walked around the campus to try to find our classes and yeahh! One of her class in the IS building is very freaky lol. And I met her friend Sid, an Indian guy and he's cool too. I found out that I have unlimited access to the Dining Common! COOOOOOL :D We had a meeting at 8 pm for First Floor and after that we went to the CVB Courtyard to watch Limitless. It was alright, I didn't really get it. We left early and I showered. DO NOT like their showers ;(

Tyga - Far Away Ft. Chris Richardson

The song I'm currently listening to. I think I had this as my title before.. I don't remember..

I think I fell asleep around 1 am and I woke up at 8:10 am. I got up and brushed my teeth, washed my face, and pooped.. Luckily no one was in the bathroom.. LOL. Yukari came around the same time I woke up and is now sleeping along with Alicia.

I didn't blog about my day yday before I got to SJ. So I went to Kaylee's birthday party at E Plus Studio Inc. Ate, played, and SANGGGGGG! LOL it was so fun! Then I left at around 5 pm and came home. Didn't eat dinner. Showered. Got ready then left the house! ;( I want it to be Wednesday alreadyy! I wanna go to my classes then hurry up and be time to GO HOME!! I'm feeling homesick already :'( And I'm getting teary-eyed right now.. NUUUUU

Feeling Lonely

I'm at the dorm right now all alone :( I got here at around 8:15 pm and yeeeeeeah. I went to Target Night with Mey and Viv and the other guys and it was alright.. hella ppl tho. I went up to Viv's apt and had so much trouble tryna get there!! Her place is hella nicer than mine! She has an empty room in there too.. I wanna live with them! So my roommate Alicia went out and said she was gonna be coming back late, and I haven't seen Yukari for the whole night.. I finished brushing my teeth and washing my face already. I think I should get ready for bed soon..

It's now 12:31 am and Alicia came back so I'm not alone anymore! :D

Friday, August 19, 2011

August 3, 2011 @ 8:54 am

My neck is really hurting right now. 
I'm at the hospital waiting by myself cus popo went inside with mom. 
I'm really tired. 
I wish I had a car. 
I have no makeup on, hair out of my face, wearing my brother's Lincoln hoodie, leggings, and furry boots, yup I rolled out of bed. 
I want something hot to drink. 
I need to poop, so I keep on farting but it's all good cus I'm by myself... Sigh. 
She said "No, happily never after".
School is really, really soon. 
I want to find out who my roommate is. 
Aileen still hasn't sent me the link so that I can find out who she is. Man!
I really need to poop!!
I just sneezed. 
I don't get why I need to be here. All I do is just sit outside -__-
My nose is runny. 
I wonder how I'm getting home..
I wish I was home. 
I want to finish my cross stitching "project".
I only had 6 hours of sleep. I usually sleep for 10 hours. See the difference? The difference between 10 and 6 is 4. I lost 4 hours of sleep. That's quite a lot. 
Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
I am so bored!!!!!!!!!!
I wish I had an iPhone so I can go online and do stuff. 
If I had wifi right now I would:
Check Facebook
Check twitter
Go on YouTube
Go on vevo (maybe)
I seriously need to poop, yo!
When can we go?!?!
I just let out another one. 
I'm getting really tired of waiting. 
My neck still hurts, just not as much. 
I really hope I can get into that Math 71 class. 
How am I getting home?!
I just yawned and my tummy growled. 
I think I'm gonna post this on my blog. While I'm at it, maybe I should update my life too.. But idunno what date I ended on.. So I can't really update it now cus I have no wifi to check my blog so that I can find out when I ended.
Man.. Is popo not gonna come out?

Moving Day 2m!

OMG I'm moving into my dorm 2m!!! LOL not really but still.. I'm just gonna be dropping off my stuff and fixing up the room then ima come back to SF then go to SJ on Sunday and possibly go to Target Night! YAY! I'm sorta nervous.. what if I don't find my friends?! EEEEEEEEK

Well I already finished packing my clothes and all them otha essentials! Other than makeup, skincare, laptop and whatnots :P I did my nails today too! I used China Glaze's For Audrey in a diagonal stripe and then used white nail polish for the polkadots and a silver stripe in between my nail and For Audrey. Don't really like how it turned out but WHATEVSSS!

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Teaching My Dad How to Use the Computer LOL

Just finished teaching my dad hahaha. Old ppl.

iPod Shuffle Game

How do you feel today? H*Wood - Could It Be You

What is your life’s purpose? Jason Derulo - Whatcha Say

What is your motto? Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me

What do your friends think of you? J. Reyez - Wedding Dress Ft. Tommy C

What do you think of your parents? Britney Spears - Stronger

What do you think about very often? Bruno Mars - Grenade

What is 2 + 2? B.o.B. - Magic Ft. Rivers Cuomo

What do you think of your best friend? Daniel Powter - Bad Day

What is your life story? YUI - I Remember You

What do you want to be when you grow up? Natasha Bedingfeld - Love Like This Ft. Sean Kingston

What do you think of when you see the person you like? Nightcore - Me and My Lover

What will you dance to at your wedding? Chantelle Paige - You'll Still Be Here

What will they play at your funeral? Justin Bieber - U Smile

What is your hobby/interest? Tinie Tempah - Love Suicide Ft. Ester Dean

What is your biggest fear? Chris Brown - Look At Me Now Ft. Lil Wayne & Busta Rhymes

What is your biggest secret? Bobby Valentino - If I Had My Way

What do you think of your friends? New Boyz - Back Seat

LOOOL SOME OF THOSE ANSWERS ARE SO WEIRD!!

Saturday, July 16, 2011

WUTTT?!

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I'M GONNA BE GOING TO DISNEYLAND NEXT WEEKKKKKKK!! WHOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

I OFFICIALLY LOVE JULY

Watermelon!!

I'm eating some watermelon right now :P

Sooo where shall I begin?! Well, I took my teeth x-rays on June 7th or the 9th, I forgot. I got my wisdom teeth out on June 23rd and July 7th. The first time didn't hurt as badly, and I'm still trying to recover from the last one. OMG! We got into a car accident on June 21st cus I had to reschedule my appointment and over the phone I heard the lady say 21st but it ended up being the 23rd :( This Indian taxi driver crashed into us. He reversed when we were right behind him -.- I immediately got out of the car and started yelling at him :P

The dates are all mixed up >__< I had Frosh Orientation on Tuesday, June 14 - Wednesday, June 15, 2011. I was in the same group as Aileen :D I found out that I was just ONE freaken point away from being in English 1A -__- So now, I'm in remedial for a semester!! SUCKS!! Got my period on the day of and didn't have a pad.. ALLLL BAD!! But I eventually got one from my roommate's friend :D Chose classes the next day and it took me forever cus I couldn't get the math class that I wanted cus I didn't take the Calculus Placement Exam yet :( Still deciding if I should take that next Tuesday or not >__<

On Monday, July 4, 2011, Sherry and I went to Great Mall. Ended up getting a pair of gray jeggings from abercrombie(THAT LOOK EXACTLY LIKE THE GRAY SKINNY JEANS I HAD BEFORE but they ripped) for only $9.90 and a Love Spell Body Splash from Victoria's Secret that was only $2.25! LOL. I originally wanted to get some shorts from abercrombie but all they had were size 8's -__- LIKE WUTTTTTTT!! :( We went to Westfield in SJ but Sherry lost her phone so we didn't get to shop.

On Tuesday, July 5, 2011, my very first lenovo laptop cameee!!! I still can't figure out how to use the webcam on it tho. Like I could webcam and take pictures and stuff on AIM and Facebook but I can't do it on the laptop >__< I needa get a case for it sooniesssss!

On Monday, July 11 - Thursday, July 14, 2011 I went with Kristina and her mom, her brother, her mom's friend and granddaughter to Clear Lake! It was fun! They taught me how to swim and stuff :) Well, I still can't really swim but I can swim a limited distance LOL! And I got a TAN!! :D YIPPEEE! I left my bathing suit at her house tho -__-

Monday, June 6, 2011

Last Night

I was on the phone with Kristina for about 5 hours! LOL! We hung up at 3:20 am I think. The MTV Movie Awards were on. I talked to Wesley for a bit while watching it. Felt like how it was before, haha. I aimed him at 2 in the morning and he was awake o.o We aimed back and forth for an hour. He called me wendylam again..! LOL. He said he was gonna log off his comp and he'll just call me. We talked for 10 mins.. hahaha. I couldn't really talk cus my dad got up and yeah. He was tired too. But he said he wanted me to sleep first cus he didn't want me to be awake and lonely.. AWW! LOLOL. and yeeeeah. Woke up at 11 something. I miss these talks with him haha.

I'm looking at laptops right now and my brother is so informative hahahaha. He's teaching me what I needa look for in a laptop and stuff. So on dealnews.com, they have the Samsung camera that's dualview for $185! HELLA WORTH IT!! It's 16 MP toooooo! I WANT ITTT!!

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Busing to San Jose

Was soo freaken tiring!!

Saturday, June 4, 2011 - Woke up at 5 am. Left the house at 6:10 am and walked to the 8X stop with mom. Was confused with using bart so I had to ask the guy that sits in the window thing. Took the bart. Got off, took another one. Got off at Fremont, couldn't find the 181 stop so I asked a bus driver. Bus came. DRIVER LOOKED JUST LIKE MS. KNECHT!! LOLOL! So I got to SJ. There was a guy that had a backpack on and looked familiar so I just followed him and got to SJSU! Shoulda followed him all the way, cus I couldn't find Washington Square Hall so I asked a professor and he told me. He had a British accent! Haha! But yeah, got there at like 9:05 am. They gave me a folder, pen with highlighter on top, and a purple t-shirt. Went inside the room and there was HELLA people! Sat next to a guy and a girl. Chair was SUPER DUPER UNCOMFORTABLE!! Kept on moving around haha. Ended at 11:38 am and asked Cou Fu Jai if I could get a ride home but he said no. Like really now? You always ask me to help you do stuff and for once I'm asking you to come pick me up in the pouring rain and you refuse to? Kay then, good luck with your English stuff shiiiiiet. Called Sherry but she didn't pick up. Tried to find the Caltrain stop but no luck. Freaken unmbrella broke down on me. IT WAS RAINING SO HARD! Walked in hella puddles and I was wearing my pink and gray chucks. UGH! Walked around in circles for an hour. Gave up, went to First St. cus I saw a 181 pass there before. Shoulda just took that. Was scared that the bus didn't go the right way. Walked across the street and it said San Jose something something so I walked back. Bus came and it was the same driver!! LOL! Asked if it went to the bart station and she said yes. Coulda sworn there was this White guy that was stalking me! He was at the same stop, got off at the bart station, and sat across from me! Kept on looking at my direction but when I blink and pretend to move my head, his moved too. He eventually got off. Felt so relieved LOL. Walked to the 8X bus stop. My feet hurt soo badly :( Walking home was so hard!! My heel was scraping the back of my shoes. Got home at 3:38 pm. Found out that my left heel had a little skin peeling off.. sigh.. ;(

The guy that sat next to me at EOP First Contact added me on Facebook.. I didn't even tell him my name or anything! He uses a lot of smileys like :)) and ;] sorta creepy.. and he asked for my AIM and tried to keep the convo going.. o.o Eww.. hahaha he's ugly!

Saturday, June 5, 2011 - Wesley aimed me saying that he wanted to talk to me.. o.o HMMM? About what..? But I didn't ask him.

Friday, June 3, 2011

FMMFL

Fuck my motherfucking life.

Getting all my money for the bus ready for 2m. Gonna freaken take around 2 1/2 - 3 hours to get there.

The Chase

You can keep pushing a person away. People like the chase. But just remember, people get tired of chasing. It's fun at first, but everyone has a point where enough is enough. Chasing is not fun when you're constantly running around in circles. It leads to nowhere.
-Weylie

Jessie J - Who You Are

Saturday, May 28, 2011 - Went yum cha at Koi Palace. Shopping at Hillsdale afterwards. Got 2 pairs of jeans from American Eagle! One fits pretty well and the other is alright.. haha. I'm satisfied tho! Had dinner at Asian Pearl and saw Johnson, Nicolette, Yvonne and others! Dong ejai said I was blushing >__< LOL!

Sunday, May 30, 2011 - Yum cha at Asian Pearl. Goh left at 1 pm.

Monday, May 31, 2011 - Dinner at Moonstar.

Thursday, June 2, 2011 - Went to Target and Daiso to get some frames and stuffffs!

Stayed home today. Got a bunch of new music! I really like Jessie J - Who You Are! She's hella good!

Have to go to SJSU 2m for EOP Orientation.. Prolly gonna have to bus there and back. EFF MY EFFING LIFE. Takes like 2-3 hours!! Since I have to be there at 9 am I might have to be on the bus by 6 am, which means I have to be up at 5 am -__- MY LIFE SUCKS

Friday, May 27, 2011

Wow..!

So I am officially an Abraham Lincoln High School graduate!

Monday, May 24, 2011 - Day of Senior Dinner Dance! In the morning, we had rehearsals at 9. Had Cou Fu Jai drive me to school. It ended at like 11 something so me, Annie, Vivian, Annissa, Mey, Solana, and Allen went to Chabaa to eat Thai food. Went to Teaway to kill time cus we had to pick up our cap and gown at around 2:30. Bused back to school. Waited in line. My appointment was supposed to be at 3:30, but I wanted to get it early so that I can get home early to get ready for later on that day. Balzer and Martha were being bitches! Rod let me in to get my year thing for the tassel.. He coo :) Viv drove me home. Showered and did my makeup. Didn't do hair. Rushed out the door. Got there at 6:03. Kevin scared me saying I can't go in cus I'm late but he was just playing.. THANK GOODNESS! T'was a fun night! Feet were killing me tho! Danced with Wesley in the end. Viv drove me home again.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011 - Grad rehearsals at Bill Graham Civic Auditorium! Walked with Wesley for the second time and I walked too fast -.-

Wednesday, May 25, 2011 - GRADUATION DAY!! Got up at 5:30 am and still didn't have enough time to do my hair >_> Left the house at 7:05 or 7:10 and got there at around 7:20 or 7:25. Was HELLA scared that I was gonna be late! It was sprinkling :( When we got inside, Annissa needed to find bobbi pins cus her cap was too loose. Ms. Martinez was passing them out.. LOL! Wesley gave me a really big hug :) I was so scared I was gonna trip on stage!! Thank goodness I didn't tho! LOL! After we walked out of the auditorium, my tears just fell when I saw Annie and Carmen. We walked outside and it was raining so I couldn't find a lot of people for pictures -__- hella sucks!! Went home afterwards.

Thursday, May 26, 2011 - Went to DMV at 7:35 am when I was supposed to go at like 7:15 am? It was cus mom was taking too long to get ready. I wanted to go early to practice driving around for a bit. We got there at like 7:50 am or something and I drove around for 5 mins then I drove into the parking lot and parked. Did pretty well ;) Waited in line and felt like I was missing something. And guess what? I was -__- I didn't have my Certification of Completion with me and thought it was at home and was about to go home to look for it. Goh found it in the glove department and we rushed back inside. Was able to take the teste at around 8:20 am when my appointment was for 8:10 am, but whatevs! Drove into the test lane and was nervous. My driving proctor was an African American lady named Adrian(?) and she was nice and didn't look intimidating like this one Asian lady haha. Failed at releasing the parking break -__- But the test went pretty well.. I don't think I backed up in a straight line but she didn't mark off any points for that. I got a total of 13 wrong! 2 more and I would've failed haha. I was so happy! Goh went to Krispy Kreme with mom and waited for me at the corner of the block thingy haha. I got hot chocolate and ate some donut holes. We went straight to Chinatown afterwards to go to the bank. I think we went home after.. Don't really rememeber.. But Shirley came over later at like 9 pm to do hw and left at around 11 pm.

Friday, May 27, 2011 - GOT A HAIRCUTT! :D Short layers so it makes it SO easy to fool ppl. Hence my Facebook picture!! LOL!
Here is before:


Here is after:


Here is my current default on Facebook:

The comments on it are SOOO funny! People actually think I would cut my hair that short!! LOLOL!

My last long hair picture for now! Peeeeace!<33

Sunday, May 22, 2011

I'm Ready!

Senior Dinner Dance is 2m! I went to dt today with Jacy and Jenny to find my outfit for 2m ^__^ SUCCESS! I'm wearing a light pink animal print t-shirt, black pencil skirt, black 3/4 sleeves blazer, and my beloved black booties with studs and buckles. I'M SO EXCITED! After shopping we went to Jacy's house to make spaghetti and golden butter cake. Jacy gave me a Missha BB Cream in No. 21 cus it was too light for her. She has no. 23 too but I let Jenny have it.

I'm painting my nails in a lavender color later! Yay for pastel colors!!

Saturday, May 21, 2011





YAY!

MY DRIVING IS GETTING SO MUCH BETTER! I drove for an hour around the Daly City DMV and I've improved so much! I don't touch the curb anymore AND I can back up pretty straight ^__^ I drive more stable now too! :D

I feel like this was the first time that..

Wow.. SO much has happened ever since my last post.. So one day, stupid me decided to tell him that he should give up on me cus at that time, I felt like my feelings for him were gone and I couldn't see him being anymore than a friend. I still remember that this was at 1 in the morning, and we were talking on aim like how we always did. He told me "well that's too bad for you, cus I'm falling for you." After this talk, he started to drift away.. He just wasn't the same guy that I first started talking to anymore. He seemed.. mean. When I first met him, he was a very caring and sweet guy that would watch out for my feelings. But this one day, this ONE day, he was PURPOSELY trying to get me mad. I seriously thought he didn't wanna talk to me anymore cus of what I told him. I thought he wanted me to get mad at him so that he'll have an excuse to stop talking to me for good. And he knew I was mad.. I think this was when he stopped saying goodmorning and goodnight to me. I honestly do miss the days he would tell me this.. About 3 or 4 days later, I told him that I miss our talks we would have every night. He didn't believe me. He didn't believe me cus I told him that I can't see him being anymore than friends just a few days ago and now I'm telling him I miss him?! Yes, I did. And I think the reason why was because I found out that I have become attached to him. How did I end up with this conclusion? The day when I thought he was purposely being mean to me, I actually got teary eyed. The very next day at around 9, I balled my eyes out. I have never, NEVER, cried over a guy before. He was the first. I don't quite remember exactly why I was crying so much.. I guess it was just cus I was hiding all my emotions inside of me and I couldn't hold them in any longer.. I went into the shower so that my parents wouldn't find out I was crying. I was SOBBING. And I couldn't stop.. I was reminiscing and thought about all the times we had pointless conversations that would make me happy.. I thought about the countless times he told me "I miss you wendylam.". I wanted to know, did he really mean that? Is he still thinking about me even after I told him that? I feel like this was the first time I cried cus of a guy.. But eventually, he told me he missed me too. He asked me why my feelings changed so quick and I told him that it never changed, I just never wanted to admit it. We started talking again after this. Everything went back to the way it used to be for I'd say.. 2 or 3 weeks.

But on the day of the championship game, I noticed that it seemed like he didn't wanna talk to me. He still said goodnight and goodmorning. It just didn't feel right tho.. He didn't talk to me for the whole day on Saturday, and I didn't talk to him cus I didn't wanna seem clingy. So on Sunday, it was the same. At the end of the day, I aimed him and asked why he wasn't talking to me. I don't remember what he said but all I can remember him saying was, "I like how I kinda stop talking to you, and you try to talk to me." This made me realize that he really was trying to get rid of me. Somewhere deep down, I thought this was his revenge. I thought maybe he was doing this cus I hurt him the first time so now he wants me to feel how he felt when I told him my feelings that one night. We stopped talking until Tuesday. He gave me his prom picture and the very same day, I texted him asking if he wanted a prom picture from me if Annie was gonna give him one. He said "do you even ask to ask?" On Tuesday, he sent me a link to Jason Chen's "Tong Hua" and we had a small talk. On Wednesday, I sent him a link to Joseph Vincent's new video. Small talk again.. On Thursday, I asked if he still wanted a letter from me. He said he did and I told him to find me the next day. I forgot to bring it yesterday.. I saw him at school before graduation rehearsals and told him that I forgot to bring it. When we were lining up, I saw him looking at me a few times cus our homeroom was across from each other. He didn't say hi to me or anything. Until the second time, he hit my head and I just looked at him.

After school, I hung out with Alex for almost 3 hours. About 2 hours in, Alex asked him if he wanted to come to SB. He went to Palega so we walked there from Lolocup. When we got there, we saw him playing ball alone. I gave him my insert to sign and he said he was gonna take it home. He also told me that he injured his thumb but I didn't believe him. Turns out he actually did. He wrote a few words too.. I felt bad for not believing him. He played for a while then sat down next to me, asking how me and the fob was, if I talked to him. I told him we don't talk anymore and he asked why. I told him that I don't ask him questions about his life so don't ask me about mine. Alex and I left about 10 mins later. And that was it.

I sorta wish he'd see this.. so he'll know that I miss him..

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

RECAP!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011 - Went to the movies with Andrew and saw Battle LA at 10:30 pm. Was very awkward. Then my feelings slowly drifted away.

Friday, April 2nd - 3rd, 2011 - Sleptover at Big Toe's. Couldn't sleep. Left at 8 something am next morning. Steven drove a van. Was fun. Rode on Medusa twice. Don't think it's scary anymore.

Saturday, April 9th, 2011 - Prom 2011: "Once In A Lifetime" at The Galleria. Ate at Pisces. Got to prom at 8:30 pm when doors closed at 9:00 pm. Karen's dad drove us there, my dad picked me up at 11:15 pm. Wesley and I started talking every night after this day.

Saturday, April 16th, 2011 - Placement test at SJSU. He told me he has a "crush" on me LOL

Sunday, March 6, 2011

I'm slowly, but surely, getting feelings for him...

Trying to get to talk to him as much as possible, him appearing in my dream as an undercover killer and giving me back massages with two fingers... I KNOW RIGHT?! LOLOL. idunno.. his smile is really cute too ^__^

Got my prom tickets yday.. $65!! Woke up at 5:50 and left the house at 7:03 AM. Met up with Kristina at West Portal and bumped into Stella and Cindy. Got tickets, left to Stones. Stayed at this hairstyling kiosk for like 2 hours cus Kristina and Cindy wanted to get their hair done. I always thought Cindy looked like a bitch, but she's really nice and funny haha. Bused home.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Past Two Weeks

So the week after Chinese New Year was okay I guess. Umm... Big Toe and I had to do our Beowulf booklets by Friday, February 11, 2011 but we started on Thursday.. BAD IDEA! We cammed and since something was wrong with Big Toe's comp and she kept on lagging, I had to text her the things so she could write it down since she had the purple paper. Friday was also the day that Justin Bieber's movie Never Say Never came out. I wanted to watch it but then either my friends were too busy or they weren't Justin Bieber fans -.-

Then on the following Monday, February 14, 2011 was Valentine's Day! The HK dude, Andrew, sent me and Big Toe flowers :P I got mine in first period and he wrote "Drew" then under it "Jesses" HAHAHHAHA I THOUGHT IT WAS HILARIOUS HOW HE SPELLED JESSE'S NAME! At first when I looked at it I was like "What? Jesus?" haha. But yeah, and he was supposed to write our schedules on the back but he didn't so someone else had to fill it out. I didn't want him to see me holding the flower in third so I gave it to Jenny, and she gave it to Lazarre. I feel sorta bad for giving it away.. I didn't know Jenny was gonna give it to someone else! :/ AHHH WELL! At least I kept the card? My Japanese presentation was also on this day.. I stuttered so muchhhhh!! :( I think I did really bad. SIGHHHHH

I FOUND OUT THAT I GOT ACCEPTED INTO SJSU ON TUESDAY, FEBRUARY 15, 2011!! I just finished showering and checked Facebook on my iTouch and I saw EVERYONE'S statuses saying that they got accepted and I read one where he said that he checked his account and found out. So I obviously logged into mine, and it said that I got innnnnn!!! I WAS SO EXCITED!! I really think that ima be going there for college... I don't really wanna go to a UC anymore cus I don't wanna major in Biology... LOL. WE'LL SEEEEEEE ^__^

I was supposed to have a Pre - Cal test yday but I didn't!!! We started to do presentations on Oblique Triangles and we never finished and he didn't tell us that the test was postponed.. THANK GOODNESS I DIDN'T STUDY!! AND SO NOW I HAVE AN 82%!!! WHOOHOOOOOOO!!! BUTT! I have two B's in Biotech and Jap and a C+ in AP Bio. FML. :/

FIRST YESSTYLE.COM PURCHASE!

So I just made my first yesstyle.com purchase!! I'm excited to receive my package. I LOVE HOW THEY HAVE FREE EXPRESS SHIPPING! I'm expected to receive it by this Friday, February 25, 2011!! ^__^

I might make a haul video :P

Friday, February 4, 2011

Chinese New Year!

I got a haircut last Sunday, January 30, 2011. The last weekend before Chinese New Year. I wanted my top layers to be shorter but meh.. it's alrightt. So Cynthia and I aren't using Morse Code anymore, we are now use CHZ VHOZ!! LOL ^__^ I LUFF ITT! It's funny cus to other people, it'll seem like it means nothing but we really are communicating with each other! Anddddddd um... on Thursday, January 27 I think, Jesse fb chat me and asked me about Ms. Beach's hw and shtufffff. Then he says "Someone thinks you're cute." And I already sorta guessed who it was but I pretended like I didn't know. He took FOREVERRRRRR to tell me -__- I sorta knew who it was cus I had that feeling, y'knooooo. The guy made it pretty obvious too. I don't think he's cute :( WHY IS IT THAT UGLY GUYS LIKE ME? I think he drives tho... LOL. But yeahhh, Annie says people thinks he has a bad personality. Sigh.. hahahhaha. Guys are weird. And now, Jesse is back in his old seat which is next to me on the left side and that guy, Andrew, sits next to him. Cynthia sits on my right side. I think Jesse has a thing goin' on for her cus when I brought it up to him, he was like "STOPPPP NO STOPP STOP" on fb! hehe :P

This week was SOO CHILL! So on Monday, January 31, we had Thursday schedule. Alex's sister gave me a ride in the morning. And we didn't really do much. Went to FG and didn't get to finish FAFSA nor CSS Profile cus I wasn't planning to. I just went so that I wouldn't have to go on Wed. :P Then on Tuesday, February 1, we start school at 12:49 pm. So Annie bused and got here at 9:00 am when she was supposed to be half an hour later. I submitted my FAFSA in the am. She waited for me for like 15 mins cus I curled my hair and then we went to Alex's house. We waited for him outside for like 10 mins! And then we walked to San Bruno and walked in a circle cus Vivian and 'em weren't ready. We ate at Cali Pho Nia. There were 8 people total. Me, Alex, Vivian, Annie, and from here on it's gonna be guys that I've never met before, Allen (Tori's bf, hehe I call Vivian Tori ^__^), Alvin, Charley (whom I think is pretty cute :)), and this other Alex. When we were done eating, we just stayed at San Bruno and hung out. Charley asked if we wanted to go bowling Saturday (2m) BUTTTTT I don't think he really meant to ask us. Might've been just his MAIN people haha. I would go tho! ^__^ So Tori drove Allen to Wash first and then we went to Wonderful Foods and we all got Milk Tea Tapioca cus it's DELISH. And then went to school! FUNNNN DAY :) On Wednesday, February 2 I had AP review so I had to get to school by 8 am -__- Took a practice test and pretty sure I failed cus I didn't study or anything. It's worth 40 points! Each question is half a point but he's giving us .25 for each one we get right up to 20 ec. Ended at 9:40 am and mandoratory homeroom meeting was at 10 am. Went down to Ninki's for lunch. After fifth was over, which was at 1:37 pm, I drove home. Went to Macy*s and mom got a Lancome moisturizer and so I got the Gift with Purchase :) The lady was not supposed to give us an angled eyeliner brush AND an eyeliner but she did ^__^ And since we purchased over $65, we got to choose between 3 lipsticks or a full size hand lotion or 3 brushes. I chose the brushes... I sorta regret not choosing the lipsticks but I don't really use lipsticks anyways and brushes are something that's useful. They're pretty soft except for the eyeshadow one.. :/ The blush/contour brush sheds >__< But I really like the "concealer" and angled eyeliner brush ^__^ Before dinner, we lit up some fireworks.

On the day of Chinese New Year which was Thursday, February 3, 2011, we went out to yum cha at Asian Pearl. Took some pictures afterwards and on the car ride back, I recorded a few videos of me singing :P Might post onto YouTube.

Then today, I woke up at like 6:40 am cus I went to sleep at 9 something last night cus I was tired. Then I went to my mom's bed and told her about the guy hhahaha. Then we went to Chinatown with popo and ate at ABC and then they did some grocery shopping -.- HATES ITTTTTTTT. Then we went to Costco. Then we took popo home. Then we went home. And yeeah! That was my boring day :P

ima go to bed now... NIGHT!

MAJORRRR UPDATE!

SOOOOOOO! I HAVEN'T BLOGGED IN SO SO SOOOOO LONG! And I needa update all the way back up to THANKSGIVING OMGGGGG O___O THIS IS GONNA BE A HELLLLLLLLLA LONG ASS POST!

Btdubs, I'm looking thru my planner right now... HAHA. CUS THEN I HAVE ALL THE DAYS ON THERE :P MARKED AND ERRRRTHANNNG.

Wow, I missed my birthday o.o HAHAHA. Well I didn't do anything for it anyways.. not even a dinner. idunno why but I just don't like celebrating my birthday.. I guess it's cus I don't like all the attention on me.. hehe. And yes, I like spelling "idunno" with a lowercase i rather than a uppercase and I just absolutely DESPITE THE FACT that my itouch just LOVES to make the i capped -__- This year, well actually, in the year of 2010, my birthday was on a Monday and I turned 17. Why did I add that in there? idunno.

Thanksgiving Break started on Wednesday, November 24, 2010. Emmmmm.. I cannot remember if I went shopping or not on this day.. o.O Lemme check my itouch. OH YES, I DID. How did I know? I checked my AIM with Goh, cus I saved it for this specific post. THINKING AHEAD, MHMMMMMMM. :) I was talking to my brother about college cus I wanted him to check my Personal Statement and I had him submit my UC app. He was asking me about what major I wanted to pick and what not. He also submitted my EOP app on this day. I went out with Sherry, Jenny, and this annoying girl that Ema wanted to introduce to my brother.. I don't like her hahahha and neither did Sherry. Jenny said she's weird. And yeah, we went to Tanforan first and then Serramonte. At Tanforan when we were walking to eat pho inside the mall, this Hispanic dude says to the girl, "Aye, can I ask you a question?" with his long umbrella pointing at her. And she said, "Sorry, I'm not a virgin." WTF?! -- I'm singing Bruno Mars - Count On Me right now and it's pretty hard to sing and blog at the same :P -- She took FOREVER to try to dress at Joppa -__- Afterwards, we went to Serramonte. I didn't get anything.. I think haha!

Thursday, November 25, 2010 - THANKSGIVING!
The day when we went to pick up my brothaaaaa! I took an early shower and washed my hair and right when I finished he texted and called telling us that he arrived. So I rushed out with my hair wet and tied. Then we settled up at home and later on we went to Ema's for dinner.

Friday, November 26, 2010 - BLACK FRIDAY!
I thought we were gonna go to Great Mall or something, but we went to Best Buy and then Serramonte to look at furniture. HELLLLLLLLLA EFFING LAME. Cus Ling Ejai and them told my brother to go with them to get furniture cus they need it for their new place BUT THEY DIDN'T EVEN END UP GETTING ANY FURNITURE WTF!!! Later on at night, we went to Ema's for dinner again. OH WAIT! BEFORE WE WENT TO EMA'S WE WENT TO WALGREENS AND GOT HAIR DYE. I died certain parts of my hair.. I got a little of the dye on my brother's eyebrow's corner >__< Hahaha I felt bad. But he washed it off immediately. He actually had to redye his hair after he washed it off cus he couldn't really see the color.. SO SAD. AND DAMAGING. :/






Saturday, November 27, 2010 - MOM'S BIRTHDAY!
Another day wasted. Went to Best Buy to get a new TV.

Went to Irving to eat at Lam Ho Sun. Brother got a new car fragrance thing.

Went back to the furniture place and they got their stuff. Then went to Koi Palace. Then went back home. Goh went out to hang with friends. Went to Moonstar for Mom's birthday.

Sunday, November 28, 2010 - Goh's Departure
Po stayed over to make breakfast for Goh. He left early in the morning. Flight got delayed for another hour.

FAST FORWARD TO:
December 13 - 17, 2010 - FINALS WEEK
First period was hard. Second's was all B's. Third was alright. Fourth was alright. Fifth had a lab - FUN! Sixth was convo test.

December 18, 2010 - January 2, 2010 - WINTER BREAKKK!!!!
Goh didn't come back. Found out I got accepted into SFSU on Dec 22! Got a $30 tokidoki brush for free cus Sephora made a mistake ^__^ Mom made fries for the first time on Christmas day. YUMMMMMY!! Went to Ema's for Christmas dinner. Then afterwards saw "How Do You Know" and it was pretty funny. Although that guy's vocabulary was high hahaha. Vacaville for the first time on the 26th. Ling ejai had a housewarming party on NY. Went shopping afterwards with Sherry.

Saturday, January 15, 2011 - Tahoe!
TRIED TO SNOWBOARD. SUCKED. WASTED $$$! My neck, arms, back, and buttocks were so sore for like 3 days! ;(

Sunday, January 16, 2011 - Movies!
THE GREEN HORNET WAS SO FREAKEN FUNNY. LOVED IT!!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011
100th day of school! Not important tho, just wanted to make a note of it LOL.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

In Second Period

"See you driving round town with the guy I love, and I'm like 'Fuck youuu'"

Someone played this song in class so now it's stuck in my head.

SUPER WINDY AND COLD!!! >__<

Since I'm done with my work already, and I have wifi, I decided to blog! :D So this morning, I actually woke up on time, but my mom decides to make me breakfast a little late. I ended up eating in the car.. -.- She made me potstickers, and there were 12 and I finished it. Now I kinda have to poop ;(

I smell like Warm Vanilla Sugar today! SOO GOOT! haha ^__^

It's 9:15 AM and I am gonna play Restaurant Story. GOODBYE!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

First Day of 2011

:) ! This morning I woke up at around 9:00 AM but got out of bed at 10:00 AM.. I think. Got ready and left to Jay's house at maybe around 12:00 PM or so.. I was the only kid there -__- then the bear and his family showed up. Then Ema then the twins I think? Then Michael and Sherry and Shirley. We ate and then it was around 3:30 PM and Sherry and I left to go shopping. Shirley had to stay behind cus she had to pick up Dong Ejai at the airport from Vegas at 4:00 PM? So we first went to Serramonte and I wasn't looking for anything but I saw this wallet from Hot Topic that had pink sparkles with black bows!!! The button to open it was broken but it still works. There wasn't a price tag on it tho.. :/ I LOVED IT!! And then Sherry told me to go look at the Tanforan one and I did but they didn't have it :( instead they had a patent black leather heart lock wallet that I also liked so I got that and it was $14.50. I also got a cute dress from Bloom and it was buy one get one half off entire store and Sherry bought a dress that costs more than mine :P so it turns out to be around $9.00 since original was $18.80 I think hehe. Then we went back to Jay's to eat cus we were hungry. I got home almost at 9:00 PM.

And that was how I spent my first day of 2011!

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!

FIREWORKS!!!!!! :) although I think the booms I heard at first were from a gun o.O