Saturday, August 21, 2010

WHY THE HELL AM I FUCKING LIVING??

I feel like I get treated like a piece of shit. I can never have ANYTHING with just ONE WORD from my brother to my mom. I was THIS close to getting an iPhone 4 today. Jay's friend already activated it and everything. STUPID ME decided to call my brother to see if I could keep it and he said no. He was like "Well if mom's paying it.." "SHE SAID SHE'S GONNA PAY" "But you don't even need it" WTLKJASLK;DFJASKL;DFJA;L My mom talked to him and said that it's only $15 and that she'll pay for it but my brother wanted the money. My mom told me to just sell it cus my brother would earn some money. Jay told him that they opened an apple in China and it retails for around $700, which was the price he wanted to sell it for in the beginning. So Jay's friend decided to buy it for $660. Now I'm stuck using my ugly phone again. I swear, my mom is ALWAYS FUCKING ON MY BROTHER'S SIDE. Never has she ONCE agreed with my opposing opinion with my brother.

You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game.

Eminem ft. Rihanna - Love the Way You Lie

SO SCHOOL HAS OFFICIALLY STARTED. And one week has already passed!! WOOT WOOT!! So here's my schedule, I have early this year....!(?)

Homeroom : Prager (EWWWWWW, ERIC HAS HIM FOR MODERN WORLD THIS YEAR TOO!!)
1st Period : Hager - Pre-Calculus(May be honors!!)
2nd Period : Hall - American Democracy
3rd Period : CAMELI!!!!!! WITH BIG TOE(CYNTHIA)!!!!!! ^__^ - English/European Literature
4th Period : Gin - AP Biology
5th Period : Reis - Biotech
6th Period : Sano - Japanese

FAVE CLASS IS OBVIOUSLY CAMELI!!

Recap on first day of school - Monday, August 16, 2010
Was gonna take the bus with Nancy to school but since she didn't walk down to my stop and the 44 was full, she got on and I didn't. Another bus passed but didn't stop -__- I called Shirley cus she drove Eric to school. They picked me up at the park. Got in the car at 7:50am I think. Got to school, went to homeroom. Got schedule, went to classes. AND FOUND OUT CYNTHIA WAS IN MY THIRD PERIOD! EXCITINGG! But there was a seating chart, and I sat next to a big girl that I thought was scary.
Dong Ejai picked us up and brought us to their house. Fixed their printer problem. Came home and ate dinner. Went out again to Office Depot and Target to get school supplies. Got senior portraits, don't like.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Dong Ejai drove us. Shirley picked us up and ate pho. We had a sour soup with rice. It was alright.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

CYNTHIA CHANGED SEATS! FUN FUN FUN!!!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

POP QUIZ FOR AP BIO!! >__< Ate lunch with Cynthia. Awkwarddddd.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Mehhhhhhh, it was alrightttt.

OH I FREAKEN NEED 5 BINDERS!!! LIKE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. I didn't need a binder for Cameli only -_____- TEACHERS ARE FUCKIN KA RA SYYYYYYY.

So I went to bed at 9pm last night. HELLLLLLLLLLLLLA TIRED. Woke up at 7am cus my mom started goin crazy on my dad again -__-

PEOPLE JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO LIVE THRU

Saturday, August 14, 2010

BUSY

I've been pretty busy for the past week.

On Sunday August 8, 2010 I went with Sherry to go swimsuit shopping cus we orginally planned to go to Waterworld in Sacramento today but we didn't go. I got a swimsuit from Hollister that was only $10 something :) HELLA CHEAP. But the bottom was loose so I needed to exchange it for an xs.

I stayed home on Monday August 9, 2010 cus I was gonna leave to Sonoma with First Graduate on Tuesday August 10, 2010. So I packed and stuff and I noticed that I didn't have travel-sized body wash and shampoo and conditioner. So I told my dad that I needed this stuff during dinner and he was asking me where I wanted to go to get it and I said the place near the airport. And then he got hella mad outta nowhere that got me hella mad -__- But he eventually took me to Tanforan cus my mom yelled at him. I wanted to go to Tanforan cus I needed to exchange the bottom swimsuit. So after that I went to Target and got toothpaste, body wash, shampoo, conditioner, and sunscreen.

On Tuesday August 10, 2010 I took the bus to FG with Nancy. We all split up cus they drove vans. We sat with Ines and she drives fasttt!! It was fun tho. It was cloudy in SF but when we got to Sonoma it was HOT. I was disappointed when I saw how Westerbeke Ranch looked like. I imagined it to be a lot nicer. So when we got there, we ate lunch and I didn't really like the food. They split us up into 4 so I stayed in a room with Nancy, Lora, and Charlene in the red cabin room 3. I didn't shower that day. I thought the bathroom looked scary and we got back to our rooms at 9 something PM so yeah :P

On Wednesday August 11, 2010 we drove back to SF at around 2 something PM. I liked the breakfast surprisingly. I ate eggs, toast, and a crossiant (sp?). I didn't like the lunch tho. It was tortillas... blehh. I had to take the bus back home alone AND I HATED IT. I WAS SO MAD. THE 14 DIDN'T GO ALL THE WAY SO I WALKED AND CALLED MY MOM TO COMPLAIN AND THEN SHE TOLD ME TO JUST STAND THERE AND WAIT FOR MY DAD WHO CAME HOME HELLA LATE WHEN HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE EARLY. I WANTED TO CRYYYY. So I walked a stop and waited for the 14 and then I got off and waited for the 44. Since I was so tired and had TWO bags to carry AND a binder, I pressed the doorbell hella times and then I had to open the door for myself. Then my mom yelled at me for pressing the doorbell so I yelled back at her. I HATEDDDDDDDDD THAT DAY SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. I got home at like 4:30 PM. I found out that Bone came a day earlier.





^^ How I made my bed cus I was scared that it was dirty. Couldn't sleep at night cus the walls were thin I guess and the people next to us was so loud -__-








On Thursday August 12, 2010 I had to take the bus by myself to FG -____________________________- UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HATE FG!! Then Nancy's dad drove me home.

On Friday August 13, 2010 my dad took us to FG. Then when they picked me up we went to H&M to return the cardigan my mom got.

Today, I did nothing. My brother called me in the morning and said that he could get 2 free iPhone 4 from Jay's friend. I got so excited! But when my mom called him back to ask, he said that I was fucking getting his phone. AND NOW I'M HELLA FUCKING MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. L;AKSDJF;LAKSJFO;IAWEYHFNKLA;SDJF

I NEED A NEW LAPTOP! I CAN'T USE THIS PIECE OF CRAP ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Sunday, August 8, 2010

My Weird Obsession

So I was cleaning my room the other day (Wednesday, July 28, 2010).. and I wanted to reorganize my bags cus they were getting ....... mmm well, out of hand.



CGA

I WENT TO CGA YDAY!! :) It's California's Great America instead of Paramount's Great America. I didn't notice even tho I went on the site and it was cagreatamerica.com or something like that hehehe. Steven pointed it out when we were in line for Delirium.

KK SOOOOO ONTO MY DAY!

I woke up at 7 AM. I went to sleep at maybe 11 PM. I went to bed at 10:30 PM I think. Then Cynthia aimed me at 10:44 PM (I KNOW THIS CUS I STILL HAVE THE CONVO ON MY ITOUCH :P) She told me to text her when I get to her house but I told her that I wouldn't be able to cus no wifi since I use TextFree. And then I thought she left cus in that same thingy she said 'see you tomorrow!' and yeah. haha. But she didn't and she was like just call me and i was like k night and yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah. I woke up at 3 something AM -__- And couldn't go back to sleep until like 4 something AM. Was gonna just get up haha. I watched some YouTube videos cus I fall asleep faster when I watch TV with my head down. It didn't work so I texted Kristina and she was awake too! Then I fell asleep at 4:40 AM I think cus I was waiting for her to text back and I didn't get anything so yeeah. But she did text me back haha! Then yeeeah woke up at 7 AM, pooped just in case I would need to there :P haha, brushed my teeth, washed my face, toner, then I put on sunscreen on my face and neck but not on my shoulders cus I thought that Cynthia would have sunscreen but obviously not SINCE SHE'S SO DARK! Concealer, powder, gel liner, waterproof mascara and DONE. Looked outside the window and it was gloomy as hell! Texted Cynthia to see if she was gonna change there but she said she's not. Wore leggings under my shorts. Orginally had my shirt tucked in but my mom made me change so I wasn't able to :( WAS SO STUPID TO NOT BRING EXTRA CLOTHES GAHHHHHHHHHH. Left the house at 7:50. Went to Red House and got Chaun Bao cus I didn't really wanna eat. Got to Cynthia's house at 8:20 AM. She changed her room! Looks different and I looked at her wall and saw the paper from sophomore year during 7th period! It was in Annie's pink pen. I MISS THOSE DAYS!!!! :') Surprised that she still had it. I felt special cus I was part of her wall. SHE STILL HAD THE NAME LABEL THINGYS FROM HER BIRTHDAY SLEEPOEVER TOO! Haha and two HUGE Twilight posters. She also has a doggie! I don't think it's that cute tho... hehe. So the guys got there at 8:30 AM. I sat in Stanley's car. It was a black Toyota with 7 seats! There were two in the back. Then Steven's car ... no idea what it was but it was hella janky haha. So in Stanley's car, Cynthia sat in the front, this guy named Bo Kwan sat on my left and Jessica sat on my right. That guy was really quiet haha. He was listening to his iPod and had his hood up .. o.o We went to Safeway to get lunch and Stanley paid for it! We had three long sandwiches and it was $24 total and so $2 each person. I didn't pay him for that... :P I gave his $40 but he didn't have change and yeah. James didn't like Steven's car so he switched with the quiet guy. Then we went to Century to pick up Carina and Allison. There was this Mexican guy in a red truck that was tryna mess with us cus then Stanley hella just cut in front of him. BUT IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE! Steven didn't know his way even tho he had a GPS -__- It was funny tho. James said it feels like we were in a movie haha.





We got there at 10 AM. Stanley paid for Preferred Parking which was $15 but ended up parking at the $12 thing cus he missed the right turn and couldn't go back cus there were hella cones in the way. So when we got there, we went to go pee. Then I changed. Then got our locker. Then split up, Jessica, Carina, and Allison went to Boomerang Bay. So it was only me and Cynthia and the guys. We got on Flight Deck first. It was four in a row. So from right to left : Cynthia, me, James, Steven. The picture was so ugly haha. James was scared too! He kept on yelling OH MY GOD OH MY GOD. haha. Then we got on Vortex, this was the one where you stand up. I think it was Steven, me, and Cynthia cus we wanted it to be even since we had nine people. THIS RIDE HURTED MY EARS!!! :( Then we got on Invertigo. Cynthia and I wanted to face each other so she sat next to Steven and I sat next to James. I LOVED THAT RIDE. It's so funnnnn! Stanley had to sit by himself in the way front facing down for the beginning! So brave!! haha. Then I think we rode on Demon. It was four people per cart thingy. So it was me and Cynthia, then behind was Steven and James. We were in the second cart :) THENNNN I think we went back to the car to eat. Afterwards, we went on Rip Roaring Rapids. It was 6 people per thing, so all the girls with Steven. It was funnn! When we got to the place where people pay to splash you, we were like 'oh they're not gonna waste money on us' cus when we got there, nothing happened. So we were like YESSS! haha then RIGHT when we were about to float away, THEY SPLASHED US REAL GOOOOOOD!! WE ALL GOT SOAKING WET!! The guys in the other thing didn't even get as wet as us. Jesica got the most wet haha. THENNNNN we were in line for Firefall. James was like 'it's not that scary' then went out of the line with the other guys once they saw the people hanging upside down. HAHAHHA. So we sat in the back. Cynthia was on the very right side and I couldn't sit next to her cus the seat was broken or something. So I sat next to Steven and he sat next to Edward. We thought it wasn't that scary and when we stopped midair, me and Cynthia looked at each other and she said "Let's keep a se" and then we moved and I got hella scared haha. She wanted to say let's keep a serious face :) It was fun thoooo. We hung upside down for like a few seconds and blood went to my head >< Then we went on Delirium I think. So it was Cynthia, me, Steven, and Edward. There was this black guy that looked really bored and so I wanted to look at him during the ride and I couldn't stop laughing :D I wanted to tell Cynthia to look but then I couldn't stop laughing :P I wasn't that scared on this. Then we went to Boomerang Bay and hung out at the pool. I changed into Jessica's navy blue beater and got in the water with no swimsuit bottom -__- NOT SMART. Then Jessica made me sit down and stuff. Cynthia wouldn't so we splashed water on her haha. Then we got in line for Tasmanian Typhoon. Turns out Cynthia is scared of heights haha. Kuy gurt yeun. Haha so she sat on the stairs :P LOSERRRR. So I sat in the front and Cynthia sat in the back. She was like "What if we get stuck in here?!" haha. Cus the slide was covered on the top. THENNN we got on Didgeridoo Falls and the stairs were even higher haha. IT WAS HELLA COLD AND WINDY UP THERE. So it was Cynthia, Jessica, Steven, and I. I sat on the part where the thing we sit on slides ALLL the way up to the side of the slide. SO SCARYYYY! The girls in front of us were asking if anyone ever fell out and the lady said no except for the time when someone was standing on it and fell off but he was ok. So yeah, GOT HELLA WETTTT! Then Cynthia and I wanted to dry up so we went to the bathroom. I changed back into my shirt which was pretty dry. Then we went on Celebration Swings to dry ourselves off. This kid lost his glasses on the ride and wasted our time! We rode on it twice :) THENNNNNNNN we went to the gate to meet up with Jessica and them.


We got all our stuff then went back to the car and left! :)I think it was 6:15 or 6:20 PM. James ate 4 bags of chips and 2 capri suns!! CRAZYY.



Then we saw a car that looked like a Bentley but wasn't sure. The guys didn't say that it was a Bentley tho. James thought it was a Korean car. But it had a black circle with wings on the side. It was white. Never found out what car it was. James was surprised that I was interested in cars -__- HAHHAA. I find it funny. So Stanely took me to Moonstar and I was on time! I got there at 7 PM. AND YEP! I told them to eat there but then Stanley was like 'it's $30 per person' then Cynthia was like 'psh fuck that! Let's go to McDonald's' hahahaha. STANLEY AND JAMES SAID THAT JUSTIN BIEBER IS GAY!!!!!! :'( HE IS NOT!! They found out that I like Justin Bieber cus Jessica saw my wallpaper when I called to see if they were there yet. UGHHHHHHH -___- FREAKEN JEALOUS BOYS.

and yeah! That was my amazingly fun day ^__^

I'M NEVER GOING BACK AGAIN

On Tuesday August 3rd 2010, Kristina came to San Bruno cus I wanted to get my eyebrows done. But it was closed so I went to a nail place that Shirley has been to before. THEY WERE SO QUICK! Didn't measure or anything! Just went straight to waxing >< And my eyebrow didn't have any shape cus I didn't wanna pluck them so yeah :/ Kristina went to the bathroom for 2 mins and the lady was almost done -__- After waxing, she plucked stray hairs. I HATED MY EYEBROWS! AND TO THINK THAT GOING OUT AND WASTING $10 WAS A GOOD THING, HELLLLLLLLLLLLLL NO!!! So we went to Walgreens and I got a pair of Revlon tweezers cus Kristina's mom said they were good. Then I had to go to First Graduate for POLs so I didn't have any time to fix them >< So when I got home, I fixed them and they don't look PERFECT but they sure look a lot better! My right one looks alright cus it already had that shape before I went to the place so yeah. Not much hair grew around it!! I'm scared that I'm not gonna be able to get another shape with them :/ UMMMMMMMM YEAH.

On Wednesday, August 4th 2010, it was senior picture day. I have no idea how I looked in the pictures cus I forgot to ask the guy. He was really nice tho! He helped me fix my bangs and hair! hahaha. But yeeeeeeah!! I had to take the bus back home cus my dad had a doctor's appt :( I kept my make up really simple. I used concealer instead of foundation cus well, idunno. haha. And I didn't use my daily moisturizer cus it had SPF in it and flash photography can make you look PALEEEEEEEE. Then gel liner (I LOVE IT!! SO EASY TO USE!! NEVER GOING BACK TO LIQUID!). Not too heavy. Mascara, powder yadiyadiyada.

Monday, August 2, 2010

OVERLOAD

10 Things You Wish You Could Say to 10 Different People Right Now:
1. YOU'RE STUPID!
2. I wish you really knew how I felt before..
3. I'm jealous of you.
4. You made everything so much more difficult.
5. I don't wanna do this anymore.
6. I hate how you're always so loud.
7. I cannot wait!!!
8. I miss you!! (BT) Just for reference if I ever look back at this.
9. You're awkward.
10. I love you Justin Bieber :) !!!

9 Things People May Not Know About You:
1. I have really low self-esteem.
2. I can get annoying :P
3. I have never waxed my eyebrows before ... maybe that'll change 2m!
4. My brother may sometimes be my inspiration ... >__<
5. I'm scared of every little thing.
6. I still have my blanky from when I was young!
7. I can't swim.
8. Although I'm scared of everything else, I LOVE roller coasters.
9. I have temper problems

8 Ways To Win Your Heart:
1. Looks :P LAME I KNOW haha.
2. Funny
3. Romantic
4. NICE SMILE!!
5. Optimistic
6. Trustworthy
7. Musical talent
8. CARING

7 Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot:
1. For now, Justin Bieber :P
2. My grades :/
3. How to make myself more confident
4. Plans for the week
5. What I'm wearing for the next day
6. What day of the week it is
7. What I regret not getting

6 Things You Do Before You Fall Asleep (not in order):
1. Think
2. Phone
3. Twitter
4. Facebook
5. YouTube
6. Lights off

5 Characteristics You Value:
1. Musical talent
2. Sense of humor
3. Caring
4. Unique
5. Optimistic

4 Songs to Describe Your Life:
1. Pick Me - Justin Bieber
2. California Gurls - Katy Perry
3. Tie Me Down - New Boyz
4. U Smile - Justin Bieber

3 Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. Fuck up my grades
2. Been so rude
3. Order so much stuff online


2 Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
1. Skydiving
2. Obtain true happiness

1 Confession:
1. I'm not comfortable in my own skin .. :x

Rush Hour 3, I Think. HILARIOUS!!!

My Answer Was Always ... Teacher

"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like astronaut, president, or in my case, a princess. When we were ten, they asked again. We answered rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we’ve grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how about this: who the hell knows? This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, this is the time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere. Fall in love… a lot. Major in philosophy, cause there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind and change it again, because nothing’s permanent. So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be, we won’t have to guess. We’ll know."

So last night, Kristina and I were talking about...

SHAVING. HAHAHHAHAHHA. Kristina was telling me about how I was the first one she knew that shaved. hahah. And then she told me about all these stories about her armpits, legs, unibrow, tummy, and other areas. Her dad actually told her that she needed to shave her armpits but then her mom said that they needed to shave it first! hahaha. She took dance classes and had to perform and her legs had to show but then she had hairy legs and her mom wouldn't let her shave it so she ended up not performing. Then she would put gel and hairspray on her unibrow cus then her mom wouldn't help her pluck and she was desperate. Her cousin told them that his hair was falling out cus he used gel on his hair so she thought that her unibrow would fall off too but it never did! ^__^ And in sixth grade, she shaved her tummy in a line!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Now it's hairy and she doesn't know what to do with it! :P Yeah, that's it.

New Blog Layout

HEEEEEY!!! :) Blogging from my comp again hehe. So I just changed my blog layout cus I haven't changed it for so long :P So yeah! I think it looks pretty nice. I may be doing my eyebrows 2m!! :O I'm scared cus I've never gotten them waxed before. POL 2m at 6pm and idunno how I'm gonna get there. Then senior portraits the next day at 10am! Gotta figure out how I'm gonna do my makeup and stuff ^__^ EXCITED! So glad it's not during the afternoon or else I would look oily >__< Which would most definitely NOT look attractive!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Shopping With the Cuzzos

So today morning, we went yum cha. Then decided that we should go shopping so we did. We meaning me, Sherry, and Shirley. We just went to Tanforan. I got a dark gray cardigan and a black lace tank top from Basic. I think it's cool how their prices are included in the tags so it makes paying so much more easier. Then sherry went to haight to get her lip pierced. Shirley was supposed to get "something" pierced too but she didn't. Then we went to the Quickly's at San Bruno. I paid for sherry's drink cus she had no more money. I got a simple bubble milk tea. Now I'm just sitting here watching tv cus Miss HK Pageant 2010 was on but now I'm watching Phineas and Ferb. K that was my day! Bye!

Oh right! Cynthia asked me to go to PGA with her on the 7th and me and sherry just changed it to the 6th this morning. But I asked if we could go on the 7th again and she said sure. Now we needa find out if Shirley can go.