Stressed

I have been soo freaken stressed for the past few days. My mom is always telling me to yell at him and popo is too. He didn't come back for Thanksgiving like he planned. He told mom that he would come back if my parents accepted him for who he is. Mom called him yday and she broke down. Then popo talked to him and even she was tearing up. Why can't he just freaken come back and talk to them directly? It would make everyone's lives better. I have finals coming up soon and having this pop up just like that makes me more stressed than I have ever been. Mom and popo wants me to yell at him as well. What does that do? I'll just be wasting my time. If he wouldn't listen to the adults, what makes them think that he'll listen to me? Mom keeps on comparing this to Sherry and Michael, saying how Sherry was yelling at him and it helped. Uh, no. I'm pretty sure he came back cus he had no more money. This is different, and they need to understand that.

It's weird cus I thought that I would accept him too. But having my parents being like this, I really want him to come back. It wouldn't matter if he marries or not. I just want everything to go back to normal.

My Christmas wish has never been so simple. Well, what is it you ask? I wish my family will get together like how we were before. I was so jealous of everyone on Facebook and Twitter saying how much fun they are having with their family for Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is supposed to be a holiday where the family will be together. How was my Thanksgiving? It was a lot different from how it was before. The whole family used to go to Ema's house and they would make the turkey. This year, it was just the three from my family, grandparents, Ling Ejai, and Cou Fu Jai.

This post is making me freaken tear up ;(

Now that I think about this, my wish probably is something more complicated. I want my family to be like how we were before, and have everyone be happy. Is it really that hard? If you are out there Santa Claus, or if you are the Happy Fairy who grants people's wishes, please make this come true.

From the bottom of my heart,
Wendy xx