I just feel like crying right now. I feel like a disaster. I know the truth now...
You told her that you dropped your phone in the sink, so we can't reach you anymore. But the truth is, you are going to Europe with him. I don't get why you won't just tell us straight up the truth. You weren't like this before... But why? Do you think that we won't love you anymore if you told us the truth? You probably wonder how I found out. Well, I was on your friend's facebook and I came across a comment you gave her on her picture saying that you were going to Europe this Saturday. How come everyone else knows except for us? I feel like I don't know you anymore.. I don't see you as the same person anymore. I used to think that you were the greatest person alive. You never lied, and was always respectful. Now that I know the truth, I feel embarassed to say that I looked up to you before. They always compare me to you. I wish they knew the real you. I just can't hide it inside anymore. I can't wait til they find out.
You're just not the person that I used to love. It's as if you weren't even here. Things changed. You changed.
Maybe grades really don't matter.. I could just go to SJ State and not worry as much anymore.. Since my parents are already yelling the shit out of me right now. Every single action I do, they question me. Always wanting to ask him if it's right, like he knows? He doesn't even know what's going on in this house. No one fucking understands all the pain I'm going through right now.
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